june 11
right, so, we’ll see.
sandwich: 300
1/2 c raspberries: 30
two eggs: 140
soda: 200
pasta: 400
chips: 400?
candy: 450
(1920)
the day took a nosedive when he proposed a visit and then decided to do the right thing and stay away. i was left on the couch, wishing I hadn’t been so mature. So I carb-loaded like a motherfucker. and then i ate some candy. jesus. i have faith that life is improving, but i think it’s just never going to be easy with him. and carbs just really do not fill the void he left.
